camp was great. though i was really busy but God was calling me to spend time with Him. He called, i ignored. He said "press into MY presence", I said "I'm busy". When i finally did let God in, He just flooded my heart.
God knows the deepest desires of my heart. And i know He will look after me. So, there is really nothing for me to worry about, but to learn to find rest in Him. Maybe that is the solution after all hey.. to everything. I know I need Him more than ever, more than anything else.